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Thursday, March 31, 2011

Healthy anger, The Premiere of HOP, and birthdays

Ok, it's 10pm and it's still 84 degrees in my house. WTF. This weather is out of control.

Myriam is in Canada. Her tour is going well, and she is having a great time. She will be home in 20 days!!! Yay. the rabbits and I miss her very much.

Nothing too exciting is going on. I'm glad they found the snake. I cannot imagine working at that zoo. You know, coming into work and having your supervisor say...."alright, today you'll be looking for the snake." "Remember to be careful though cuz it's one of the deadliest snakes in the world." Damn.

Tomorrow I am taking my little friend Ellie to go see HOP. It's going to be really fun. She's 3 and 1/2 and she loves the movies. We're going to eat popcorn, eat m&ms and enjoy the film.

I may be performing tomorrow night in L.A. It's been a little while since I performed so I'm really glad for the opportunity. Hopefully my Board of Directors meeting can be changed so I can do the show. If not, I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

Today I followed some advice from my therapist and made a mix CD full of angry music. It's called FUKT. I'm really glad that my hurt has finally turned into pure anger. That is very healing for me because hurt is anger turned inward. Finally, my anger is being directed at the right source. Anger can be a very positive thing as long as it is expressed in a way that is beneficial. Remember, how others treat you is their karma; how you respond is yours. Making the cd is a healthy thing and I loved doing it. Here is the playlist:
1. Gives You Hell sung by Glee
2. Just like a Pill by PINK
3. Fuck You by Ceelo Green
4. Never Again by Kelly Clarkson
5. Bust Your Windows by Mediafire
6. Gernade by Bruno Mars
7. I want to Break Free by Queen
8. You Oughta Know by Alanis Morrisette
9. Picture to Burn by Taylor Swift
10. I can do Better by Avril Lavigne
11. Closure by Aly & AJ
12. FU Right Back by Frankee
13. This Love by Pantera
14. I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace
15. Bitch Back Up Off of Me by K Rock
16. Hate (I Really Don't Like You) by the Plain White T's
17. Puke by Eminem

If anyone has any other songs they think that I should add then by all means, let me know. YAY!!
My friend Karen suggested Gun Show by In This Moment. I'll check that one out.

Also, if anyone wants a copy--let me know and I'll burn one for you.

My mom just had her "birthday." As of yesterday she is a five year cancer survivor. I'm very grateful for her and her health.

One of my oldest and dearest friends is turning 40 tomorrow. T Greene. I love you so much and I'm honored to be a part of your life--even though you are super old. HA. Speaking of tomorrow--that is also the day that I will officially be 39 and 3/4. My party is going to be on July 8th and 9th. Roller Rink and Waterpark. Invites will be going out in the next few weeks. I wish that you could all come. I know several of you live really far away but I'm sure that you'll be here in spirit. Feel free to send a gift though--even if you cannot make it. HAHA Just Kidding of course.

So recently I've been making collages. I really like doing them. I'm going to post some on ETSY. If anyone sees one they like--let me know and I'll send it to you. It will be free of course. Also--if you'd like me to make you on and you have a specific theme in mind--tell me and I'll get right on it. It's super fun and I would love nothing more than to make and give them to my friends and family. Handmade gifts are the best.

Let's see.....Oh today, I went through my blog and read all of the comments. They were all super great. I really needed to see them. Several of them made me cry but in a good way. It seems that I have a lot of people reading my blog but, only a few of you leave comments. Just give it a try....I really like them and I'd like to know who is reading and what you think of the blog AND you should also offer suggestions. To those that leave comments on the regular--thanks. To everyone else--get on it. It's fun and you can even do it anonymously if you want to.

Alright, that's it for tonight. I'm tired and I have to teach tomorrow at 9. I love my Saddleback students but it takes me two hours to get there on Fridays:( Thanks for reading. Comments pretty please. You can even just say hi if you want to.


  1. YEAH! I want a copy of FUKT. I think it will help me too . . . and I love it that you have a Pantera song on there. The funny thing is that "This Love" used to be my ring tone. Guess we have a lot in common :) I'll tell you the sad story behind "Gun Show" the next time we talk. Two more songs to consider: "I Hate Everything About You" by Three Days Grace and "Smack My Bitch Up" by The Prodigy (stupid lyrics, but I love this song!)~KR

  2. Teej! I haven't seen you since my freshman year of college when you taught my first Comm class (public speaking) at CSULB. But I read your blog religiously! I can even "hear" you while I'm reading. I'm now a fifth year [GRADUATING! woohoo!] senior at UCSD, with a Communications degree no less. Anyway, you were always (and still are) a bright, vibrant, inspirational person and I'm sorry to hear that you came across hard times. I'm glad you're back to being you! You rock!


  3. i don't understand why you have not blogged about treal tv yet

  4. Is it too late to RSVP for your birthday party?
    Something came up and now i'm free for the whole summer :)
    Roller rink and water park day after... now that's a party!

  5. you could always add Mean by Taylor Swift to the playlist :)

    p.s. i took your class at OCC spring 2009 and it was my favorite, oh and i love reading your blog!

  6. two more for the list!
    you're the wanker, if anyone is - say anything
    seventy times 7 - brand new

  7. anger playlists are the best, and cheapest therapy! haha
    you may need a version 2:

    Should have said no- Taylor Swift
    Fuck You- Lily Allen
    Over You- Chris Daughtry
    What the Hell- Avril Lavigne
    Louboutins- Jennifer Lopez
    I look so good without you- jessie james
    Leave Get Out- JoJo
    Too Little Too Late- JoJo
    Don't Let Me Stop You- Kelly Clarkson
    Since you been gone- Kelly Clarkson
    So What- P!NK
    Happy- Leona Lewis
    Take a Bow- Rihanna

    ps. im still confused how JoJo knew all the right things to say slash what love even was when she was 13? haha

    anyways hope you like these!
    <3 Tricia